At this point, I was getting pretty horny for some real company. I'd been working out and was now looking pretty good and wanted to fuck. I'd hooked up with a few girls at the nearby college campus, but most nights there was nothing going on. Spent a lot of time looking at craigslist, but never went through with it. The adrenaline and endorphines from working out always made me horny. I'd get the urge to jack off as soon as I got back to my room and sometimes would smoke first.
I jerked off all the time and wanted to smoke before jerking off all the time. Then I'd jack off to gay porn or straight-to-gay erotic stories. I rationalized this by figuring that it was hot to cum to this stuff and I only liked/did it when I was high. I only had so much weed, so, if I was high, I better jack off to cocks now. In retrospect, I always was able to find weed, so I probably held my dick while thinking about sucking cock way more than I did while looking at women.