23 / M / Bi / Champaign-Urbana, IL (217)
I'm not really sure exactly what I'm looking for or expecting from this. Honestly, I really just want to meet someone else I can share this part of my life with, even if it is only through chat. I've told a few people about my fetish (always drunk, and always avoiding ANY specifics) but, while they were all extremely cool about it, none of them shared my interest nor wanted to discuss it in detail. One girl did tell me that she would "strap on a diaper for" me. Unfortunately, she was my best-friend's girl at the time. But I digress...
I am far more DL than AB, though I do have a few AB fantasies.
With guys, I would be submissive, preferably to an older guy (a father figure, obviously - Freud is blowing lines and laughing in his grave). Pretty much, I want someone who can fill the void left from not having an involved, caring father. I want someone who will take care of me and pamper me and love me. Sex isn't usually a part of this fantasy, but I'm very flexible. I have always wanted a daddy to change my diaper and then make me suck his cock.
With girls, I prefer to be in a dominate role. The idea of being some adorable little baby girl's loving daddy warms my heart. I want someone to look after, to care for, and, as fucked up as it may sound, someone who is entirely dependent on me.
I'm not so much interested in having a mommy, though that's mostly because I'm not into punishment, humiliation or emasculation. I also have no interest in anything public. If I'm in a submissive role, I want a caregiver who will make me feel safe, secure and loved. Honestly, I just need someone to pull responsibility off my shoulders and fill my void (or voids... :D) for a little while.
I'm not always in the mood for role-playing. In fact, I've got to be in a very specific mood, and I could never do 24/7. Again, I'm much more DL than AB, and it's largely sexual. Outside of the AB aspect, I would love to just build a friendship/relationship with someone else in the community. I'd like someone that I could hang around in diapers with, fool around a bit. "Playful" and "innocent" almost. I want someone with a big heart and love pouring from every pore. Shit, when I'm in diaper mode, I've pretty much got rainbows shooting from my ass.
I like wearing, caregiving, wetting, messing, laxatives/suppositories/enemas, pee/poop desperation, light bondage, watersports, pantypooping, panty-wetting, and a bunch of others can't think of off the top of my head.
I'm extremely open-minded and I will try anything at least once. I get off on kinky/taboo, so even if it's not a fetish I have, the more "twisted"/"perverse" it is, the harder my dick gets. That being said, I'm not a huge fan of the more extreme BDSM. I'm something of a masochist, but it's not in any way sexual. I'm not a fan of pain, humiliation or degradation in a sexual context. Also, while I'm into piss and light scat, vomit is crossing a line and I'm afraid I couldn't indulge that one. Seriously, damn near anything else, though. I love the variety and variability of fetishes, and I love talking to people who have radically different/unique kinks/fetishes.
Sorry about the absurdly long post. My Adderall tends to cause this. I put my email (one of my dummy accounts) on this post. Feel free to shoot me an email, anyone. It'd be nice to have a one-on-one with someone who's not going to think I'm fucked in the head because of my fetish. If it becomes more, it becomes more, but I'll take whatever I can get here.